Barlow girls is a Christian band of sisters named Alyssa, Becca and Lauren Barlow. I love their messages in their songs. Here are a couple that I want to share.
(I don't regret) They're telling me they're concerned for the way I am living. That I'll miss it all why would I think that God is that trusting. I can't explain all the words He has spoken to my heart. Why I'd want him more. I don't regret choosing You. And I'm not ashamed. That it's You who holds my heart. Why do we think if we called out to follow You blindly. I won't fear You're leading me. I don't regret choosing You. And I'm not ashamed. That it's You who hold my heart. You have shown my ever wondering heart what love it. What on earth is more important that to have all of You. I don't regret choosing You. And I'm not ashamed. That it's You who hold my heart.
Conclusion : Maybe I don't always make the right choices and maybe in the past I have had my doubts. Maybe I don't always know the best choices for myself. Maybe I try to hard and give up to soon. Maybe I should just stop worrying and keep pushing through the storms. God is always there and I don't regret choosing Him to guide me and show me love. He is always there and always leading me and I have no reason to fear anything. Maybe I can't see Him and some people only believe what they say. Love is a gift that comes from God and I will not be shaken anymore and will trust blindly what I can't see.
One more song by the Barlow Girls. It is called "One more round."
Round one wasn't what I thought it'd be. Round two I'm stuggling to breath 3, 4, 5, 6, 7 times I wondered why I stepped inside this ring. I maybe knocked down and so bruised but I'm here to tell you... That I may be knocked down but not for the count. 1, 2, 3, 4.. So take me one more round. I'll just keep fighting. One more round. You're messing me up but I'm still here. One more round. I'll come out swinging. One more round. I'm telling you now I'm not gonna lose it here. It's so hard to get up off the floor again. But I know that victory is when... I'm pushing through the pain that tries to feed me lies that I won't reach the end. I may be bloodied and so bruide. But I'm here to tell you. That I may be knocked down but not for the count 1, 2,3, 4.. So take me one more round. I'll come out swinging. One more round. I'm tellingyou now I'm not gonna lose it. I am not defeated. Though you can not see it. I have never won a battle on my own. I find strenght in weakness. I find hope believing. God is for me who can take me down? So take meone more round I'll just keep fighting. One more round. You're messing me up but I am still here. One more round. I'll come out swinging. One more round. I'm telling you now I'm not gonna lose it here. One more round. I'll come out swinging. One more round I'm telling you now I'm not gonna lose it here. I'm not gonna go down now.. Try to bring me... I'll come out swinging.
Conclusion: This song is very inspirational to me in a situation I am going through right now. I don't talk about it much but I feel inspired to do so today. Caleb's other side of the family isn't very helpful with being a part of his life. they don't really listen to us. they claim to care but they don't really think outside of their box. I get very angry at them and it is very hard to talk to them on my own. This time around I am bring in other people who shall remain annonymous. I try to talk to the grandmother but she is alwyas coming up with some excuse why she can't be there for Caleb. I know life is hard but if I am not comfortable around Jason on my own they should all respect that. Sue doesn't really show love and it is very hard for me to love her back. She thinks she wants a relationship with me but really she doesn't cause when I try to poor myself out she gets up in my face about it. I want to her to only know about the Caleb part of my life. Anytime Jason does see Caleb he just sits there and only wants to observe him. How can I be comfortable around someone who was neglecting toward us and other issues that are confidential to me and God?
This song makes me feel that any time they try to prove me wrong I am not defeated I have God on my side. I am up for another round of arguing until they see how they are hurting us. Love doesn't come just once or twice a year or from off to the side of the room. Love is all serpassing and covers all wrongs. My God will not be put in a box any longer. He will protecting me and give me strength to keep standing up to them till they really learn what love is all about! This song speaks volumes to me and I suggest you look it up on youtube!!! THE END!!!
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